So I guess I have to go back to studying now. -.-
My friend’s gonna call again. -.-
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Well, not my parents. I don’t think they’re against it. They told me that if someone’s courting me or whatever, I should tell them. Blah blah. Basically be open with them.
But fuck.
My Aunts and grandmas from both my father’s and mother’s side are like “Don’t get a boyfriend yet. Wait til you finish school.” EVERY TIME.
Seriously? You guys probably had a boyfriend at like 14 or something.
I’m fucking 16. I can handle a relationship. I’m not a kid anymore. I’m not shallow either. And I’m old enough to have a boyfriend.
And really, some of my cousins had a boyfriend at a young age, and I can’t? Wtf is that?
I know you all are family but you guys aren’t my parents..
It’s really getting annoying and starting to piss me off.

GPOYT - i wanna suq sum diq edition
SHHH! DON’T TELL. She’s from my school and I don’t like her.
I hope she doesn’t see this.
IM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO WRITE ON THAT FUCKING GODDAMN CHEMISTRY LAB REPORT THATS DUE TOMORROW. IM BULLSHITTING IT. TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK LONG. AND NOW. WE DONT EVEN HAVE INK FOR THE FUCKING PRINTER CAUSE MY PARENTS, ESPECIALLY MY FATHER, WASTED SO MUCH INK TESTING THE STUPID PRINTER. THAT’S WHY I FUCKING TOLD THEM THAT I WANT TO USE MY GODDAMN OWN PRINTER BUT THEY WONT EVEN BUY ME THE INK. I ASKED THEM TO BUY IT AND TOLD THEM THAT I’LL PAY THEM BACK. BUT THEY NEVER FUCKING DID. GODDAMNIT. IM GONNA PAY YOU. I DONT GO OUT AS MUCH AS I USED TO. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET TO STAPLES. I DO A LOT OF HOMEWORK AFTER SCHOOL AND DURING WEEKENDS, AND YOU GUYS GO OUT A LOT TO I DONT KNOW, THE MALL OR SOME SHIT, OR LIKE EAT OUT, LEAVING ME HOME ALONE. AND YOU CAN’T EVEN FUCKING BUY ME MY INK? SERIOUSLY MAN. WHAT THE FUCK? I NEED THE DAMN PRINTER. I CANT FUCKING PRINT MY SHIT AT SCHOOL BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A STUPID LOG IN. AND I DONT KNOW ANYONE WHO HAS A LOG-IN. IM PISSED. FUCK SCHOOL. I HATE IT SO MUCH.
Thursday, December 10th
This random guy from Ireland.. or New Zealand or something with -land on it is talking to me. I have no idea where he got my msn. He’s nice but flirty. Really flirty. And it’s starting to creep me out. >_>;;
Who are you?